Planning

No one told me that planning a trip would be this difficult. ugh!

first, i had to figure out what times I'm going to be staying. CHECK!

second, where am i going? CHECK

third, how long will i stay in one location?

-are there girl dorm rooms available?

-when are the times and dates for the sights?

-blah blah blah. then i go into transportation, then times for that, sleeping arrangements

DONT FORGET FOOD... does the hostel provide breakfast or any other meal, if not, budget how much it will cost for each day and pray for a low cost hostel with food, sheets, girl dorms, and wifi.

haha. this will be worth it and fun. i just think that all this is overwhelming. then, if that weren't enough i have to think of what to bring. Right now i'm figuring out what ear plugs to bring (lol, im picky). I can't help being a girl! >.<>

mmmmmmm... i may write a song about this. it shall be called "packing." haha.

I DID IT

wow. i actually did it.

I joined a ballet class (i am doing excellent)

I quit my job (actually i got"laid off"* <----- means I got fired in korean term)

and I BOUGHT MY PLANE TICKET!

wow. not only that but i've checked out many schools and found one! holy crap I'm proud of myself.

lol. it's amazing what just two weeks can change someone's life. AMAZING!!!!!

i wonder sometimes why I even write. Does anyone read these? haha.

hmmmmm... i even got a ticket to do a trapeze class. I'll do it next week. haha

OKIE DOKIE! NEW GOALS!!!

GOAL #1: DANCE!

GOAL #2: GET NEW JOB!

GOAL #3: BUY PLANE TICKET

GOAL #4: MAKE RESERVATIONS

GOAL #5: LEAVE TO EUROPE!

NEW YEARS!

lol oh yes, another year! haha

well there is usually something you differently and goals you would like to reach. well, i'm wayyyyy ahead of the game. I do GREAT finically (getting a new job soon), My weight is perfect (signed up for a ballet class on the 4th), and my schooling is done. I just need to travel which i have no plans now. :( sadness. haha! heehee. new year's resolution! ha!

ok. i figured it out: must get traveling plans and get to it! hmmmmmmm.... following through, always a struggle for me! lol LOOK a shiny sparkly object!!! *where?* lol

my oh my, i hope i get to do all the things I have wanted to!

The HUNT TO TRAVEL

There must be some way to travel. I shall find the way! haha! maybe I should pray first! LOL

Doo DEE doO dEe

this christmas, i have done nothing special. i sat home with family and have not explored the world YET! i say yet because i dont want to admit that i am scared out of my mind to change something new. and yet i keep using the same louszy excuse of....not enough money....dont have a traveling partner....i dunno.....school....lameness! anyways! that is my story! grrrrrrrr.... i want a better less stressful christmas.

Frank

Looks can be very deceiving. WHy in this world do we look at a human being and judge them? Well, Frankly because of safety. If one looks dangerous our intuition flashes a red flag in front of us and tells us to avoid them in case of speractic killing spree. If one looks warm and inviting our intuition gives us the clear to speak to them due to their non threatening approach, look, or in other words charm. :)

In my world, I like to think I don't judge people but in fact i due :'( but some people strike me as curious. A person may walk by and i think, I wonder why they chose that sweater or where are they going? I always have been this way and always will. It's a pro and con of me. I can make tons of friends but on the other hand maybe the wrong friends. hahaha.

Today, I met FRANK! now, this man looks old, happy, and in some words GRUNGY. A average height man, very thin. Hands like a hard worker. nails trimmed but dirty. long thick silver beard that covers over his mouth and neck. big 70s sun glasses (very cool). Dark eyes. and wrinkles that cover his face. meanwhile he is wearing paint stained jeans. working boots. Plaid shirt with wool jean jacket. no gloves. Is he someone you would approach or even think about having a conversation with. In first appearance he scares me. lol. but other terms he makes me curious. So, i made conversation with him and he lit up like a fire dowsed with gasoline. This was the sweetessed man known to man. He had all sorts of info on just about anything having to do with construction. I found myself automatically looking at him like a grandchild would look at their grandparents. He was polite, charming, and had wit! He smiled and I thought the windows on my shop were going to explode. This man had fire in his heart and cheered my whole day. I look forward on seeing Frank again.

Sometimes I wonder if I have that affect on people?! I wish they would tell me ^_^