Doo DEE doO dEe

this christmas, i have done nothing special. i sat home with family and have not explored the world YET! i say yet because i dont want to admit that i am scared out of my mind to change something new. and yet i keep using the same louszy excuse of....not enough money....dont have a traveling partner....i dunno.....school....lameness! anyways! that is my story! grrrrrrrr.... i want a better less stressful christmas.