The HUNT TO TRAVEL

There must be some way to travel. I shall find the way! haha! maybe I should pray first! LOL

Doo DEE doO dEe

this christmas, i have done nothing special. i sat home with family and have not explored the world YET! i say yet because i dont want to admit that i am scared out of my mind to change something new. and yet i keep using the same louszy excuse of....not enough money....dont have a traveling partner....i dunno.....school....lameness! anyways! that is my story! grrrrrrrr.... i want a better less stressful christmas.

Frank

Looks can be very deceiving. WHy in this world do we look at a human being and judge them? Well, Frankly because of safety. If one looks dangerous our intuition flashes a red flag in front of us and tells us to avoid them in case of speractic killing spree. If one looks warm and inviting our intuition gives us the clear to speak to them due to their non threatening approach, look, or in other words charm. :)

In my world, I like to think I don't judge people but in fact i due :'( but some people strike me as curious. A person may walk by and i think, I wonder why they chose that sweater or where are they going? I always have been this way and always will. It's a pro and con of me. I can make tons of friends but on the other hand maybe the wrong friends. hahaha.

Today, I met FRANK! now, this man looks old, happy, and in some words GRUNGY. A average height man, very thin. Hands like a hard worker. nails trimmed but dirty. long thick silver beard that covers over his mouth and neck. big 70s sun glasses (very cool). Dark eyes. and wrinkles that cover his face. meanwhile he is wearing paint stained jeans. working boots. Plaid shirt with wool jean jacket. no gloves. Is he someone you would approach or even think about having a conversation with. In first appearance he scares me. lol. but other terms he makes me curious. So, i made conversation with him and he lit up like a fire dowsed with gasoline. This was the sweetessed man known to man. He had all sorts of info on just about anything having to do with construction. I found myself automatically looking at him like a grandchild would look at their grandparents. He was polite, charming, and had wit! He smiled and I thought the windows on my shop were going to explode. This man had fire in his heart and cheered my whole day. I look forward on seeing Frank again.

Sometimes I wonder if I have that affect on people?! I wish they would tell me ^_^

I NEED SUN

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to wake up to the sun. I can picture it now, the room covered in a beautiful blazing bright white scene. You slowly open your eyes to see a NON-cluttered room with white silk curtains waving in the air by the cool breeze of the ocean that rushes into your peaceful sanctuary. no bugs. no annoying people. no rush. no humidity. no disturbing thoughts. Peace. :) Often times I find myself trying to be there. In the middle of a line at the store or driving in traffic. (not to worry I don't close my eyes) Even having those thoughts help me get through the day but sometimes it ruins it because I think well, maybe there isn't a place like this. Maybe it CAN'T happen. i dunno. i think i would be bored with living in paradise. hahaha. sounds weird but, true! lol

Sun sun come my way! :D

UGH!

It's been a crazy Summer.

I thought it was going to be a easy and fun Summer but instead i ended up facing a whole economic crisis! UGH! lol thinking I could get 40 hours I got 17. but, hey I'm looking back at it and thinking "ok, that's not an issue just more time to spend in the sun and with friends and family! :D"

heehee...at least I don't need the money. HA!