I NEED SUN

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to wake up to the sun. I can picture it now, the room covered in a beautiful blazing bright white scene. You slowly open your eyes to see a NON-cluttered room with white silk curtains waving in the air by the cool breeze of the ocean that rushes into your peaceful sanctuary. no bugs. no annoying people. no rush. no humidity. no disturbing thoughts. Peace. :) Often times I find myself trying to be there. In the middle of a line at the store or driving in traffic. (not to worry I don't close my eyes) Even having those thoughts help me get through the day but sometimes it ruins it because I think well, maybe there isn't a place like this. Maybe it CAN'T happen. i dunno. i think i would be bored with living in paradise. hahaha. sounds weird but, true! lol

Sun sun come my way! :D

UGH!

It's been a crazy Summer.

I thought it was going to be a easy and fun Summer but instead i ended up facing a whole economic crisis! UGH! lol thinking I could get 40 hours I got 17. but, hey I'm looking back at it and thinking "ok, that's not an issue just more time to spend in the sun and with friends and family! :D"

heehee...at least I don't need the money. HA!

Happy Holidays!

Busy Busy Busy, am I! It seems that tasks at hand never run out esp. with money issues and finally to top it all off the weather isn't helping much. But, I guess it wouldn't be called holidays unless people can make their lives as busy as possible because you tend to not have the same daily things to do anymore aorund this time of year so, people find the best time to make it all heck-tick!

But the plus side is that you get seasonal stuff like eggnog! <3>

I was watching this show and this guy said "EGG.." and the other guy replied "NOG!"
lol i thought it was funny so, I think i may go up to someone and say "EGG..." and see their response. lol

Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas

Finals are over

Finals are over and I am HAPPY!!! So, with that said I have been inspired to pick up my flute as well as the guitar again! Although, I don't sound great I am trying my hardest too be better! My fingers are raw! LOL

While I have been busy with Desert Theatre I am wanting to pick up the chello too as if I don't have enough on my plate with work and up coming school! :D

Busy busy busy happiness

Changing my Major

I am thinking about changing my major to maybe Music or some type of art and possibly to a Linguist degree as well! I was thinking about Sciences and such but, I just am not really into that much anymore! I can't see myself in the future being kept in closed doors and only able to speak to my partner I am too social for that! Maybe there is a REAL job that will take mt WILD degrees and give me a well paying job! LOL...like that could happen! ha ha ha ha oh well! whatever comes I will be ready! OH YAH! Bring it, world! ha ha ha! I feel lazy! Charlie has been so spoiled I let him walk on my counters and the dining room table when there's no food and knowing someone is gonna wipe the table! I wonder if that's bad? LOL Again! another thing that i can say "whatever" to!

MONEY

Somehow...I have been able to be blessed with information on how I can afford my trip to YWAM in France and maybe some of my own personal traveling! Time has seemed to whisk by me in a second and the feeling of anxiety is starting to hick in and it's not even a year away! UGH! LOL

But, all in good fun I am excited and can't wait to see how everything turns out! I have been researching my destinations and when the best times to go do everything are! My plan is to visit England, Scotland, Ireland, Greece, and France (my first stop) to begin with! I understand that you can't expect to see everything in one trip so, I will be traveling a lot! :D

:D

Rainy DAYS

Falling specks
Feeling so wet
Understanding that the sun is bless
not knowing when it will let up
not knowing when it will come again
keeping my head held high only stops it from pouring again!

Rain Rain give me your heart
Let me dance
Let me fall into your middle and sing
Can it be that just we can be free?