Happy Holidays!

Busy Busy Busy, am I! It seems that tasks at hand never run out esp. with money issues and finally to top it all off the weather isn't helping much. But, I guess it wouldn't be called holidays unless people can make their lives as busy as possible because you tend to not have the same daily things to do anymore aorund this time of year so, people find the best time to make it all heck-tick!

But the plus side is that you get seasonal stuff like eggnog! <3>

I was watching this show and this guy said "EGG.." and the other guy replied "NOG!"
lol i thought it was funny so, I think i may go up to someone and say "EGG..." and see their response. lol

Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas

Finals are over

Finals are over and I am HAPPY!!! So, with that said I have been inspired to pick up my flute as well as the guitar again! Although, I don't sound great I am trying my hardest too be better! My fingers are raw! LOL

While I have been busy with Desert Theatre I am wanting to pick up the chello too as if I don't have enough on my plate with work and up coming school! :D

Busy busy busy happiness

Changing my Major

I am thinking about changing my major to maybe Music or some type of art and possibly to a Linguist degree as well! I was thinking about Sciences and such but, I just am not really into that much anymore! I can't see myself in the future being kept in closed doors and only able to speak to my partner I am too social for that! Maybe there is a REAL job that will take mt WILD degrees and give me a well paying job! LOL...like that could happen! ha ha ha ha oh well! whatever comes I will be ready! OH YAH! Bring it, world! ha ha ha! I feel lazy! Charlie has been so spoiled I let him walk on my counters and the dining room table when there's no food and knowing someone is gonna wipe the table! I wonder if that's bad? LOL Again! another thing that i can say "whatever" to!

MONEY

Somehow...I have been able to be blessed with information on how I can afford my trip to YWAM in France and maybe some of my own personal traveling! Time has seemed to whisk by me in a second and the feeling of anxiety is starting to hick in and it's not even a year away! UGH! LOL

But, all in good fun I am excited and can't wait to see how everything turns out! I have been researching my destinations and when the best times to go do everything are! My plan is to visit England, Scotland, Ireland, Greece, and France (my first stop) to begin with! I understand that you can't expect to see everything in one trip so, I will be traveling a lot! :D

:D

Rainy DAYS

Falling specks
Feeling so wet
Understanding that the sun is bless
not knowing when it will let up
not knowing when it will come again
keeping my head held high only stops it from pouring again!

Rain Rain give me your heart
Let me dance
Let me fall into your middle and sing
Can it be that just we can be free?

ALL SMILES

All SMILES! I just got in contact with the DTS in France and am soooo excited to see what information they can give me! I am also on track on going through my church and for right now I am at peace with the ideas of money! Money will come if God wants this!

I am having a blast with my friends and hope that this fall will be the best so far at EdCC!

Starting out Fresh*er!

I am very excited to say that I am actually having a TON-O fun playing out in the sun! All summer I have been trying to get people together and just hangout with instead of staying in the hous ALL DAY! BORING! lol but, I am very pleased to say that my world has been turing around for the better at least I hope so!

Not only have there been changes on who I hang out with but, changes in my attitude on life! I want to explore and have fun while earning up to getting that few grand to travel! I have some things I want to accomplish like volunteer at a hospital and apply to a talent agency AND to add traveling and helping people out while doing all that! No more will i put up with sitting I WANT TO GO!! Maybe it's the age But, i think I am actually ready!

:D Happy :D

Possible SCARS!

I may get 3 GOOD SCARS! Trust and be hurt one way or another! At least the scars will look cool! I'm just glad I don't have to go to the doctors, they aren't that bad. Kind of a little upset though, because they will be visible! Errrrrr...oh well that's how life goes I assume!

Life Comes Fast and Leaves Even Faster

I have had some interesting few weeks behind me and many yet to come. I feel well, lonely, confused, and a tad bit unstable for picking my future. But, all is well! I jumped out of an airplane and experienced how life can seem to disappear right from underneath you. When I jumped you would think that I would be scared or nervous about my life but, actually I was thinking of the past and what the instructor told me to do to prepare myself.
Such as;
1) Have fun
2)Arch your back
3)Cross your arms.

The easiest instructions I have heard but for some reason I was so paranoid to do them exactly and found myself thinking so hard on those easy instructions that i missed the one thing I was trying to focus so hard on, HAVING A BLAST. It kind of reminded me of life. Here you are about to take your BIG step and follow your dream that you have been waiting for and right when the moment comes to feel "free" you are captivated by everything behind you and get so worried to make it feel "free" that when the moment came you already lost it. That seems to be the way things have been going for me so far. Now, Skydiving was amazing and I will be jumping again very very soon! But, it just went to show me that I can jump with my eyes open and enjoy life without having to worry about my instructions, be mindful, YES, but, not have to be so focused that I lose the thrill!

Recently I had been told by a very near person that I should slow down on my list of things I want to complete but, I have to say "Live life to is fullest! Take in every available breathe and never let it go cause, who knows one day you may lose it forever?! Life comes fast and leaves even faster!"

Skydiving

Well, this will be my last post until I take the leap of faith and jump off of a perfectly good airplane. Although I know the risks I am willing to go do it before I experience traveling. I will now be able to scratch this one off my list. I am really excited but, VERY nervous. I hope everything goes well and, of course it will, but I will probably truly enjoy every minuet of it at least that is my plan.

My mom said she will not "miss this moment for the world!" I'm very happy that she is behind me on this! It makes me that much more anxious! Well, *sigh* here I go! To enjoy life to its fullest! At leat to attempt to!

Wish me luck, and pray for me, my well being, and my good friend, Matt!
*Night* will post as soon as I get home and unwind from the adrenalin.

FOUND IT!!!

I finally found the song....YAY!!! One that I can relate to.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WY57jGNCN8Q

EXCITEMENT!!!

I am finally going to jump on the 10th of July for sure...or at least we will see. I am truly excited and geared up for the whole thing. I'm not sure how I will react such as; jump with pizazz or scream my head off with freight?!

I officially have a partner to go with me so, if I die I hope he goes with me. My friend, and dance partner, Matthew! He is wonderful enough to go on this outrages jump with me!! Too excited to keep it in myself. I feel like fireworks exploding with anticipation!

River bed Always Awaiting

Like a lonely river bed waiting for the spring to come, hoping that she will be filled up to provide decent joys to lovely critters. Pure and rejuvenating spring water trickle down the uneven pebbles and stones creating a new trail of the future stream of life. All fills to the utmost capacity with generous of new life being created by the moving stream circling the upcoming bank.

All in all the lonely riverbed sheepishly awaits each spring time to be filled. As the summer comes and drought arrives only hope can keep the bed side satisfied with unexplainable joy it must wait till the next fall of spring river. In the mean time the lonely river bed only dwells on the good times it has had and impact that it had once made.

Lovely river bed which, created a new path each and every spring to give its purpose to those in need. Lovely, lovely, lovely riverbed how do you keep?

Motorcycles and Cars

Motorcycles are one of the things that make me Happy in a dangerous way. Yes, I know that fast Cars and Motorcycles are dangerous and I could die but, I am young and using the dumb excuse that I can't think that far ahead of me! :P

Most recently I want to go back on them because of such nice weather recently. Every time a bike goes by I wished that I was either on it or driving it even though I don't know how to ride...Oh Well...in time I will learn and be on the streets with all the other maniacs! *_*

Living Life to the Fullest!!!

This is different for me to do but, basically I'm going to post what I want to do within this year and hopefully (God willing) they will be checked off my list!!! :)>

• Skydiving *CHECK*
  
• River Raft
• Go to a Jazz Club
• Sing at a Jazz Club
• Travel to the Rain forest in WA
• Travel to Boston *CHECK*
  
• Take a Taxi in Boston *CHECK*
  
• Volunteer at a hospital
• Salsa in the streets of Seattle
• Learn how to Jive
• Put Charlie into a hospital Service
• Mail a pancake
• Design my own clothes
• Design/Sew a good-fitting dress
• Attend an Opera
• Attend a ballet
• Go to Canada (no reason) CHECK
  
• Take Sarah to Canada
• Paint a mural

Changes!!

I know things have been different.
I know things have been hard.
but, somehow I can't get rid of your smile and heart.
You've changed me once.
You've changed me again.
All I can do is pray that change will never end.

I'm sorry for what happen.
I'm sorry you think bad.
But, know that I care and will always be sad.
For the things I've done.
For the things that will be.
I once was trapped but now am free.

I just hope your fine.
And your decision won't haunt you.
For there are many things that will go beyond you.

Passion!!!

Recently, this particular dance has been on my mind. Tango is basically described as anger with passion in it. The man in the dance is very passionate about the woman and tries hard to get her attention and love meanwhile the woman, whom is very indecisive, chooses to try and get away but always tends to go back to him with gust-o.

Very delightful dance and fun to learn as well as dance! This dance explains most relationships as well as a good understanding of love in a moving and never boring dance. I only wish I had more experience and people to go with!!!! But, someday i will be able to dance my little heart out with no questions asked :)

Let it Snow!!!

In the state of Washington there has been very odd and what i like to say "CrAzY WeAtHeR" but all in favor to honor this awesomely weird time to randomly start snowing I say...."let it snow let it snow let it snow..." In that said, I want to share a poem of the wonderful happenings of snow:

Snow is falling

A beautiful sight

Snow is falling

It plays with the light

Snow is falling

It plays it's game

Snow is falling

It makes all that's different look the same

Snow is falling

It's source is storm

Snow is falling

It makes all conform

Snow is falling

It blinds all who see

Snow is falling

It hides you from me

Snow is falling

From a sky of lead

Snow is falling

Never mind...we're dead

A lovely poem written by:
Jay M. McCabe

Red Red Wine!

MY NEW FAVORITE SONG!!!! It is sooooo catchy too. LOL

must check it out:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9sKQ5KGXess&NR=1

Fun with Last Names

I've come to realizing that I can change my last name.
So, here are my choices:

• Angelina Eatapossom-Halfawaffleson
• Angela Hinklehopher
• Angela Bonhopher
• Angela doinkle-dionker-bawffle
• Angela Darling

I was inspired by David, who has an AWESOME last name. Sometimes I surprise myself of the things my Dad and I think of when I'm bored. LOL!

Decisions: Configuring a plan

I have been asked about what my plan is for this coming up quarter and coming up year. Whether it involves going to France, work, and earning my Associates Transfer Degree. LOL! Well, just to let it all out I do not have enough money to go to France this September but my plan is to go next year. I'm going to write my steps out clearly because I think it'll look CoOl!

• Spring Quarter: my plan is to go to school part-time @EdCC and work on the weekends.
• Summer: Basically work full-time and go Skydiving and get a Summer pass to Wild Waves and also travel to: Southern Idaho (with my family), Boston, and Canada (with my family and Arlet and Paul). One of my plans in the summer is to go to the rain forest on the Olympic Peninsula just to say that I did and see the droopy trees.
• Fall-Spring Quarter: I dunno but basically study, study, study! LOL....fun?!...nahhhhhh!
• Summer: Work and have tons o' fun earning money!

• Fall: GO TO FRANCE WITH YWAM!!!!!!!

Well in a nut-shell that is my plan for this coming up and year and StUfF.

;)


to be continued...

All About Charlie!

As the quarter is ending and things are tending to get bunched into a time-crunch phenomenon I find peace with my new kitty, whom is 4 months old. Yes, this post is all about "Charlie". He is a sweet heart, I love him sooo much! He makes me smile, laugh, get mad, and cry because he is either doing really stupid kitten things or he just likes tearing/scratching up my curtains just to see my reaction. I got him through my grandma, whose kitty just had kittens. While I was over her house minding my own business this cute kitten had planted himself along my lap and decided to adopt me. Seeing and understanding that one can not choose a cat, a cat must choose you I knew that fate had brought us together. I was not looking for a tabby kitten to accept in my life but something about him was unstoppable. From there, I had a great deal of trying to bring him home. All of my attempts had been shut down and locked into a closet far far away. Thankfully my mother had this BRILLIANT idea to take all eight kittens and figure out homes for them since my Grandma was incapable of doing that. From there it was just trying to make my family like him so much that they couldn't help but keep him. And all of my hard work has paid off. That my friend, is All About Charlie except the fact that he hangs, climbs, and pounces on anything and everything. He also fetches and goes in the car with me everywhere. My plan is to use him as a therapy cat. But, somehow I don't have the heart to give him baths yet. LOL. In do time he will get used to that like he did riding in the car.